Breaking God’s Heart
Family & Friends,
This CLASSIC fortnightly was sent almost five years ago to the day (Dec. 18, 2004). It was a good reminder at advent about God’s heart.
Recently, I was discussing faithfulness with one of the men of our house, Aslan’s How. As we talked, a dramatic moment in my life was recalled and I shared it with him. I was in Dallas to sit for my final doctoral oral exam. Two hours before the exam, I learned that a friend had left his wife and ran off with someone else. I wanted to put it out of my mind since I had a huge test facing me. My response became abhorrent to me. How could I worry about a test and not be grieved like God was over what had happened? Still I felt nothing. Nothing, but anxiety about the oral. I decided that only God could help my hardened heart. I knelt down and told God that I was going to pray until He broke my heart. An hour later my heart was broken. Soon, I was so overwhelmed that I became physically ill. When I walked in for my oral, I was not sure I could hold down my stomach. God’s grace was sufficient for the exam. More important God’s grace was strong enough to change a heart. To change a heart to grieve when His heart grieves. When we sin, we not only break God’s law, we break His heart.
G
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December 20th, 2009 at 9:30 pm
Thanks for a wonderful reminder of the things in life that count.